perhaps hoping for the best consequence doesn't really grant you what you want.
thinking it through the worst way would be a good try.
i have always been committing the same mistake
though i always know what should i do right now
yes and again its our lovely mid-term exams again
right now i am sitting right in front of the computer
after a whole day almost an hour of hard-work struggling with chinese literature
i misused the my daylight time (again, such as usual)
i supposed i should have switched on my daylight time saving option
as i really could fall asleep without any difficulties
tomorrow English Essay would be the first locomotive of this revolting lovely tram
so here i am practising the flow of my writing skill
(sadly i should be practising my idiomatic expression too)
but its obvious that this effort i made hasn't been very rewarding
but i just fed up sitting right in front of my desk
It's ramadan this month and there is a buffet organised by a very affordable hotel
with very tasty meal.
good luck for my exam
i'll try my best effort to keep my promise :)
i learn from the past; build towards the future. i try to be positive in the worst of situations. i'm too intricate of an individual for me myself to comprehend. i over-analyse almost everything but still act on an impulse.
i tend to see everything from a certain jaded romantic vantage point, and i wouldn't alter it in any way.
Sometimes it could be a catastrophe to be like this.
Cant help doing such things when exams are right in the corner.
i can simply neglect something more essential as a result of me being too optimistic.
Maybe it's time for a change, i thought.
更換了博客的主題了 覺得是時候改變了
從前那個充滿熱忱的小孩早就已經銷聲匿跡了
總愛把一切想得很好 很天真
以為自己可以不斷地寫出新的篇章 新的故事
以為 unlimited 可以輕易地答道
但是現在卻不同了 我再也不需要unlimited 了
因為我深知 即使我有無窮無盡 說不完的故事
也不會有人想要聽我分享
與其孤芳自賞自己的另外一面
不如改變一下 只要讓故事接著下去就好 不求數量
今天有人跟我說 你不拍照的話 你以後一定會後悔的
其實我明白 拍照其實就是把自己認為美好的回憶留下來
那麼以後當你回憶起來 至少不會索然無味 不需要天馬行空
但是 如果我沒有什麼會令我懷念的回憶呢
如果拍了很多照片 卻拍不進青春歲月本該是轟轟烈烈的心情呢
那拍照也就失去了他的本意 那拍照只會是浪費資源
因為想要記下來的 我會在心裡的最深處記下 不需要圖文並茂的假象
不想要記下來的 就讓他隨著時光而淡掉 不需要刻意緩化
所以故事有沒有繼續 有沒有必要繼續 那就聽天由命
有時候遇到瓶頸的次數多了 遇到挫折慣了
只會讓人麻木 不求什麼 是我的就給我吧 不是我的我也不強求
我只想要做好我自己
總有一天 我會得到我想要 也是我應該得到的
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